How can you mend a broken man...how can a loser ever win

soundtrack: Pak Yong Ha now-"i love you so much"

Here i am again..interesting day of babe gazing..haha
found out that our office babe iz actually from SP also...
and more importantly..she only 20 years old! haha. i tot she looked like 26 or something!
but then again...so wat if she's 20.. guess she's onli an eye candy to yuliang and me
haha

i guess teresa, calvin and yuliang went to ktv after work todae...hmm wanted to go with them
but since i'm goin tml with vinc and phoebe...i guess i pass todae. We'll go again another day k pals!

one thing great abt working at litespeed is getting to know a new bunch of really interesting friends!
Used to see yuliang and clavin alot in sch before..but i only know them by name and have absolutely no
idea who they were. Getting to know them is a blessing i guess..time passes quickly when u have
friends joking around all dae with ya..and before we know it, we're already at the midst of our attachment
already.ha

Yuliang's a really funny guy.. always having some stupid comments and making funny noises for no reason.
Tot he was really gonna quit smoking..haha. i tot wrong i guess.. but if you ever read this... QUIT SMOKING LAH!!
haha...

Ho Kah Hong came over to Litespeed today..was rather shocked..cos i tot he was supposed to be still in reservist!!
but he jus arrived unannounced before our eyes... the only thing on my mind was..."damn..i havent filled in my Log!"
ha..good thing he only came to pass me and firdaus some contest entry form that ms wendy lee wanted us take part.
But guess he made a wasted trip..cos i dun think me or fir is gonna take part lo..too busy..too not interested.

i guess i finally give up on design altogether.. i cant design for nuts!!! ha. As much as i would like to be..i'm not a designer.

i got a feeling the best job suited for me would be to be a critic!!haha. all i have to do is to criticise..guess thats wat i do best!ha




feeling things are kindda different from when it first began..
i'm at a lost of wat to say...
I realised i'm actually struggling to make conversation...
i dun feel too good abt it.
haiz.